❥j.u.s.t a f.l.i.n.g !

to whom it may concern :
*so formal eh?*


you said that :
JESMYN TAN without doubts
won't me JESMYN TAN

but

" if you had been truthful i wouldn't have doubted you "


i only trust myself.
what i saw.
what i feel.
what i think.
and
what i SMELT !

and please don't think that ppl are brainwashing me
or something..again..
if you're truthful..
and if there are reasons for me to trust you.
no matter what ppl say ..
it can't ruin this thing.
shit won't happen.

yeah. do blame me for this.i know you will.
i was blinded. but now..not anymore.
thought i'll cry a million tears
and fucking drown you in them.

unfortunately.nope.
tougher than i though.
not a single tear shed.
and this is bcz i know i've been stupid.
i friggin' lived with all those lies.
and now ! no more !
never fall into traps anymore.

what a lesson to learn.
sigh.

embrace those who loves me. and whom i love.
and friggin rid those who will only brings me DOWN !

but. still.
thanks a lot. for everything.
do appreciate what you've did.


what you've TRIED to do.
or
what you've PRETENDED to do.


forget me.
i'm nothing for you. never.
just something appeared in your friggin dreams i guess.


Well. People.
Family/Friends..

I'll Move On.
I'm Moving On.
It's Just a Chapter in the PAST.
I didn't close the BOOK.
just turned the PAGES !

:)